thank god angie's coming down next weekend (: i miss and love that girl to bits. i'm seriously needing a ray of sunshine. haha.

i've got two nights out in a row lined up for next week. i'm seriously needing alcohol and some mindless escapism. before i get chided. i must say i haven't been out this whole term at all. AT ALL. wtf la. first week i was rushing essays. second & third was spent sick and recovering. 4th onwards was rehearsals stuff. haha. but after se7en, many parties just can't compare alr? shrugs. but yes, i'm going out out out next week. cos i need it. and after a night of revelations, and seeing all the ppl here. my standard of guai has gone down wayyy lot. i think i'm freaking guai here la. cannot compare to lynn they all, but i still think compared to alot of ppl here. i'm such an angel -.- like angie said. our idea of black and white has shifted greatly. everything is in shades of grey. nothing's really bad/wrong anymore. haha. and i think that's opening my mind to alot of things.

i'm eating bahu dry. cos i'm so freaking hungry, and i'm just way too tired to cook. haha. this is bad. i need to lose weight damnit.

whirring thoughts.

moon river

wider than a mile

i'm crossing you in style

someday

i'm jealous. so bloody jealous. i want that so much. i need to prepare myself for the day where i have to walk away. i can't get entangled in the things i left singapore to get away from. i like my life now, simple and fussfree. a bit drama here and there. but nothing major. i just want something simple. that's all i ask. and if i can't get that, i'll walk away and forget everything. i think i'm getting good at this. its amazing how easily i can na de qi, fang de sia nowadays.

yay to me then.

ramblings ramblings ramblings. hello lydia (: